[u][i] - Lily - [/u][/i] She pointed in the direction of her cabin and then began walking in that direction. [b]"I'd fly but I'm not sure I'm okay for it. It'd be better if I stayed on the ground. I need to go sit down or something..."[/b] She explained, her voice soft and a touch hoarse. [b]"I'm sorry you have to do this. I would have asked Matt but I don't think he could have begun to understand..."[/b] She continued, her eyes cast down to the ground. She looked up in the direction of the cabin and then back to Carmen who looked more confused and concerned than she was meant to. Lily began to chuckle. [b]"Sorry, just... you look so confused. I have to find some humor in this right? I'll explain when we get in there..."[/b] She told Carmen, smiling through the drying tears. Lily was strong but she wasn't perfect. The moment she got the chance, she'd start crying again, she knew it.