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[b]"I guess..."[/b] She spoke. There were a lot of things going on earlier in the week. It was hard to believe it had been such a short time ago. [b]"I don't know. I guess I'm just eager to move on. I've learned that the longer you hold on to the past, the longer it hurts you. Which..."[/b] She began, trailing off. She took in a deep breath and sat down on her bed. After a few seconds of contemplation she laid down like Carmen was and stared up at the ceiling. [b]"Which is why I freaked out so much back there. I'd all but given up hope and there he stood like a freaking ghost in a fairytale."[/b] She continued. 

She turned to face Carmen, her knees pulled up to her chest in a fetal position. [b]"I don't know why I'm acting like this, really. I should be happy. I should have been happy when I saw him before this. But all I felt was sadness like... it's all over and there's no way for me to fix it. I don't know whether to move on or hang back and try to fix it."[/b] She explained, being a bit more vague than she probably should be. [b]"Sorry... You probably don't want to hear all this..."[/b] She said turning over to face the wall.