Pierrot started to laugh hysterically at the words of the taller urchin "HAHAHA! Don't you understand? nothing can change this war, we are to deep to climb out now," and Pierrot knew he was telling the truth, so long he had sent lying to people, telling them it will be over soon to get their spirits up but now finally truth, "keep throwing your stones boy," he said, "you will die to bullet and I...", Pierrot just glared into the boy' eyes for a second, behind the urchins was thinly vailed rage and behind Pierrot's was nothing but exhaustion. He was tired, everything that happened in the last 5 minutes putting a huge emotional drain on him, he felt hollow, flat one could say. "I want you to kill me," he finally finished, "I'm tired, my lungs are broken and the doctor says I won't live 30, just end it now please."