Here's a thing.

I go in Free roleplays and, when I post CS's, I put up fucking character development characters with the minority in the RP. THEN, I see people posting barebones CS's. And then I go t(•_•) and I fucking think, 'Dude. Why'd you try?' But then, me and the minority post paragraphs and become amazing and the best RP'ers in the RP. Fuck.

I go in Casual roleplays and I post sub-par CS's sometimes, and I think, 'Fuck. Why'd you not try?' and then, in one RP, I get the longest post in the RP, and so, I think, 'What.' These guys should be putting out fucking 2500+ characters PER POST. They're so much better. Ugggh. I don't deserve to be with these guys, but sometimes I feel like the better you are, the less effort you put in it. I'm shit, but I want to prove to others that I'm semi-not shit in your edible chlorofoam. 

I go in Advanced- PFFFT OH MY GOD THATS TOO GOD HAHAHAHA no srsly. I went in my first Advanced roleplay, and the GM put this relationship bit in the CS. So, I go all out, put my feelings in that bit, like I usually do, and then I got praise for it.

That's really fucking short but yeah.