Ryan watch Raven kill both the boar, listening to what he said and looking at the ground. "I know that... But it's easier said than done... Why do you think I just said to make sure I'm the one taking the hits? I'm the tank... I just need to make sure I know that... even subconsciously..." He clenched his fists, breathing as slowly as he could, as deeply as he could. [i]Even if I hide my fear, at least I'll be doing my job... I just need to stand in the front... Stop the hits from getting others, and do some damage...[/i] "Armor... I need better armor... I need to kill these boar until I can get better armor..." He looked around at the boar, seeing one he would kill. [i]It's one of us two... Right here... Right now... That thing comes back, but I don't... So I'm sure as hell not going to die against it... Especially not these boar![/i] 

Ryan pulled his axe back, running towards the boar as fast as he could. "RRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!" He swung his axe, hitting it and killing it in the single strike that he had been using to kill them every other time. [i]These are nothing... The next enemies are nothing... All these enemies will be nothing by the time we reach them... I have to stop fearing them...[/i] His brain wandered to the idea of fighting the bosses, but he shook his head, trying to avoid the thought. "I can't let these weak boars block anyone from getting out of here... Even if it means I have to die, I have to fight... No... I... will." [i]Please, let my fear go away... I need to be strong enough for others... All of us that are going to fight have to be strong enough for others...[/i] He clenched his axe as tightly as he could, his knuckles turning white from the grip. "Raven... We don't know how strong the bosses are yet... We need to be stronger... A lot stronger. We need as many warriors out here training as we can, right? We need as much damage as we can get, and I need to have the best armor I can get..."