"I am scared..." Gareth collected a few small, simple words to start himself off. "I..." He sniffled. "Leid is gone... Redwyne is gone... I don't want to lose Sophia, and I don't want to lose you." This much he could support; he had a good reason to worry about them all. He didn't want isolation again, he didn't want to be left alone in the world. Harker reclined a little more, heat rising to his face in the form of a blush as his tension and nervousness increased. He was solemn as he spoke, and his mouth stumbled to form the words. "I wish I knew... what was going on..."