"well this made me feel good and bad about humanity at the same time". Hm well Im pretty much that loner kid In every school whos the nerd and the geek and generally like things that people say are crap or bad or just unfashionable (Shorts and shirt all the way (and i wear saddles everywhere)) So they does not get me friends but i am fine with that. then i had my Conditions... well danm that was the Wreck... Ended up Getting Diagnosed with Childhood epilepsy and mild autism and basically after my first fit i nearly got brain damage scary shit right. 
then i had another one in School. which srsly didn't help and general people kept away from me since then
and the last one (which ended up me smashing my chin open on concrete still have the scar to this day)
And yea... people can get harsh at points...