A.) I wish you'd come back. You are a terrific writer and I miss your friendship. We helped each other through tough times and had fun writing together. I understand you had to make a break, I know you struggled with your anxiety and everything else, I just wish you had not cut ties so completely. I know I have you on tumblr which I never use, but you said your goodbye and I won't go bothering you in hope that enough time has passed for you to feel better. There was nothing I did or said that caused this but I respect the fact you wanted to make a clean break. I just miss you and wonder if ever think about me.

B.) I wish you were here. I would give anything to have you back in our lives. Nothing we gained can even come close to filling what we lost. Death is so damn permanent. I love you and miss you, I wish I had asked more questions and learned more because I can't do that now. Especially for him, I wish you were still here. 

Ugh. Damnit Awson...making me have feels here at work. Time to fix my makeup.