Hey Allura, just wanted to let you know why I haven't posted anything. As I said before I was feeling down, and did feel better for a couple of days hen I got my post up. Unfortunately I've taken a turn for the worse and been down in the dumps for about a week now. I'm trying to pull myself together but it's really hard for me at this time of year as it digs up a lot of bad memories which I wish I could forget. Sorry to sound like a downer in this post. I didn't want you to think I'd disappeared. I'm still around my mind just isn't in the right place right now.