Sasha sighed, "There's always a choice Lazarus" She said, still not looking to him, but she let him talk. She sighed again. She looked up once more, "You don't have to quit the guild to fix the past" She said, "I don't know if I can help. Because that means you'll leave. And I don't want that" She knew it was a selfish thing to say. She just didn't want to lose anyone elsse. The guild was her family, and she didn't know if she could stand another loss. Her parents. Her brother, her mentor....She couldn't even keep a damn dog. It was hard to say it, but she did, "But I will help" Because that's what friends did, they were there, even if it hurt. She had to look down, and was was glad when loose strands of hair covered her face, her eyes. "I'll do whatever you need me to" Lazarus hands in hers were warm, but for once, she didn't like the warmth. It was the cold she craved.