Hael.

"Hael is a dick."

So I don't know [i]where[/i] to begin with Hael because when I think of this platinum blonde angel of green eyes, I think, "Hey, what an angel!" But nope, just nope. Nope that is so wrong beyond this world. No one can tell me otherwise that Hael is a sweetheart I mean. Originally, Hael wasn't even mine. He was just an all-about-justice angel. He was supposed to be that and only that, but once he fell to my ownership thanks to friend being like, "Hey! Yeah, I won't be using him anymore, so here, have fun with him for you and your friend's role-plays!". I kinda snapped him in half and went, "Nope." Like, ugh, it makes me MAD to think about all the crap he's done and to think he is [i]still[/i] an angel in this universe. I don't know where the hell he goes once he leaves, but it better not be back to Heaven, or I'm like "God, [i]how[/i] are you still an angel." Rhetorical, too. And I can't even type properly it makes me so angry and frustrated to even [i]think[/i] about his [i]existence[/i] and ugh okay -- I haven't even started how much of a plain old butt-wipe he is like.

I made him this way. -sobs into hands-

I decided to put everything as to why this thread reminded me of him out because well... he makes me really mad, and really ramble, and a bit of it mentions blood, references non-consensual, and in general has a lot of caps while I tried to limit the language.

Ugh. He makes me so mad. Puts a fire in my heart when I mention him. But I love him anyways. I hate him, but I love him. No. I take that back.

I love him, but I hate him more.

edit :: "But Draco, what about that ramble thing you mentioned?" "I saved it because it amuses me. I did not post it because of reasons above. If you're really curious though, you can get your free copy by messaging me, or allowing me to put it in a spoiler, but um... The first would be better."