Meesei had to pause for a moment to think. It was within her capability to read Cyrodilic writing; it had been part of her education growing up to interact with outsiders. However, she was not especially good at reading in that language, not like in Jel. She knew how to spell her name, of course, but she had to think for a moment. "I believe it is spelled M-e-e-s-e-i, in Cyrodilic. It...has been a long time since I have had to read Cyrodilic, much less write it. I admit I am rather out of practice. If you are having trouble, perhaps Janius or Fendros can help?" She suggested. Kaleeth closed her eyes and let out a deep breath, then nodded to Janius. "Yes, talking has helped. I have not made my choice, but I know what I am going to do. I want to commune with the HIst, and...Hircine, if I can. I know you said it would be very hard, and I know it probably won't happen, but...I want to try. I could use the village tree to commune with the Hist, but I think it would be better for me to go into the marsh and be among them. I can be alone, meditate, and find a tree with sap to drink. When I am there, I can try to hunt something to sacrifice too. I know you would probably want to come with me, but...I need to be alone for this. If I can at least commune with the Hist, I know I can make this choice. I am going to leave tonight, maybe tomorrow in the morning. I will need to tell my father and mother what I want to do. I am...not excited for that. I do not think it will take more than one day. You can...you can wait that long, right?" She asked nervously.