Natalie clutched at the shirt in her hands, wanting to rip into something tears blocking her sight. She broke down, finally letting out the heart wrenching sobs that she had been holding back since she found out that his heart no longer beat. She raged, hitting the ground as she continued to let out her sadness. For who knew how long she just cried, until she had no more tears to spare her shoulders still shaking as she did her best to smooth out her breathing.