Two of them walked off. They didn't go too far, but they left. He was left with Rue, who looked ready to cry at any moment. The guardian couldn't look at him, especially knowing that his words were the reason he ended up like that. The guardian really hated upsetting his minions, but it seemed now even when he didn't try, he ended up hurting them. The life of a guardian was. . .just so complex. But, he was stuck with it and could only do his job, or at least try to. It was so much more simple when Seishu wasn't around. The first thing Rue said confirmed such. There was nothing for his minions to ever worry about, besides other minions who had gotten hurt. They didn't think to have a need to worry about their guardian, except for in battle situations. Now, it seemed as if all they did was worry. If it wasn't for Seishu telling them all that information, things would have been somewhat the same. He didn't respond to Rue's first statement, but then again he never had the opportunity to so he let him continue. [I]'Mistakes matter a lot Rue. . . Mistakes can cause horrible, horrible outcomes if not attended to.[/I] He didn't correct the small minion, mainly because he was still speaking. So far, the guilt trip was working. Even if it wasn't meant to make him feel guilty, it did. If it was supposed to, then that definitely worked. Seishu being unconscious must have been like returning to a hell he had forgotten about. For awhile, the two didn't have to go through such a dreadful place. But now, it was forced on him. The guardian sighed, not having said a word since he started. His arms had crossed once more and he turned to see Rue crying. His question made him look off to where the other two had walked off. "Even if he's hurt by me not showing up, there are far worse ways that he could be hurt. Us being...happy together, is only temporary. It will only hurt worse when he leaves for his realm knowing things will probably go back to the way they were. He's been drugged most of the time he has been here and forced to keep his energy down. This realm makes him sick. If I didn't have my energy down most of the time, I'd probably make him sick. And the same for me. Us being together benefits no one. Balance doesn't want us together. As parallel as we may be, neither of us can simply 'meet'." His voice didn't hold much emotion to it. It was simply a 'matter of fact' tone. He wasn't upset with Rue, nor was he quite happy about being confronted, but for once it didn't show. Enasi simply sighed and ran fingers through his red hair. "I'll go. . . Although as I've told Finn, there is not much I can do. Crios is very capable of handling it, and Seishu doesn't like to be babied." He patted Rue's head gently, before walking past him away from the medical wing. Crios and Harper were that way and Rue hesitated to follow the guardian. But, he knew it wouldn't benefit him if he walked alone so he hurried to Enasi's side and slipped his hand in his. The guardian gave a gentle smile and walked with him to Seishu's room. Hearing the two walk off, he nodded to Crios. They both had heard what he said, finally learning one of- probably many things their guardian bottled inside. Even Harper was still a little surprised at how selfless he was. Despite his own issues, he always put the entire realm first. He managed to fool them all into thinking everything was alright. Then again, everything [I] was [/I] alright. Enasi just fooled them into believing that [b] he [/b] was alright. And an entire realm, besides Night's little gang still had no clue. It made him feel a bit guilty as a second in command. He was suppose to know everything in order to help his guardian. But there was so much hidden away, and he was now curious if there was more stuff Enasi hid from them in want for them to remain happy.