"Hm? What's wrong? Why'd you-" But, Rue was running off in another direction. "Rue? What's. . . What's wrong?" He whispered to himself. He agreed to go visit the guardian, shouldn't he be happy that he did? Apparently, Enasi had done something wrong, this time he wasn't told what exactly. The redhead was left on his own in the hallway- until Harper came out of nowhere and nearly made the Dream Guardian jump out of his skin. He turned around and sighed. Now what was he going on about? As Harper spoke, it seemed like Enasi's own little world was crumbling. He tried so hard, so desperately hard to keep everyone at peace. He tried so hard to keep everyone happy, but now it was doing nothing more than harming them all. And. . . It hurt. 

He watched Harper walk off, declaring that they all still loved him, but they weren't sure what to do with him- or how to help. But. . .he wasn't even sure. . . They weren't suppose to help. They were suppose to do their jobs and worry about themselves. He was the last thing they needed to worry about. And here they all were doing just that. Harper didn't even give him a chance to reply. Once more, Enasi was stuck alone in the hall. He looked left and then right as if to be sure that both had really left him alone. 

"How am I suppose to know how you can help. . . When I don't even know what to do. . ." 

Enasi groaned and pulled his hair. What did they mean? Why was everything so complicated? This was suppose to be just a simple help Seishu heal enough to get back on his feet plan. It had become so much more than what it started. "I'm going to clear my head." He spoke to no one in particular, and walked down the hall, turning and going through to the nearest exit. He wanted to be alone for awhile. He needed time to think. Did he tell anyone where he was going? No, because they didn't need him at the moment. He wasn't very helpful at the moment either. 

Upon going outside, his fluffy white wings sprouted from his back and he stretched them. Once more he looked around, seeing no one in sight. So, he took off. He flew away from the castle and the town and then past the forest. In twenty minutes or so he came to a large clearing with high grass, much like the grass that sprouted in the one particular time in Their World. Except the grass one a fresh green color and there were sprouts of color indicating that flowers were dotted around. Other than this, it was empty. Well, it was empty for now. Sooner or later, the large turtle bus would be taking a break and he'd be there to sit with the guardian. At first, he was going to go to the forest or even the garden, but that was too close. And too obvious. 

His wings closed before he landed, so he ended up landing roughly and tumbling onto his back. With a grunt and then a sigh, he laid hidden in the grass and stared up at the cloudy sky. "This is suppose to be easy... Opening up to people. I help others do it all the time! Why is it so hard for me...?"

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Rue continued hurrying off, occasionally stumbling thanks to his teary vision, along with his clumsiness on his feet. But he kept moving until he made it to Seishu's room. He hadn't stopped crying, but he managed to wipe his face and reduce to only quiet sniffles. "He hasn't woken up yet?" He knew it would have been bad to wake him, but Seishu was all alone and there was nothing they could do. 

Inui saw his tears and hurried over to him, careful not to disturb Seishu. He hugged the shorter male. "What's wrong?" Rue stayed silent for awhile, just hugging him. 

"He doesn't. . . He doesn't want to come see Mister Seishu. I couldn't force him too, that would be wrong. I don't know what to do. I don't know how to help either of them now." 

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"Alright. It's all done. Took a minute, but it had to be perfect." Cho took his chef's hat off once the trays were set on his cart. "Rasha, Starla, Finn, chop chop. Let's start serving them. Can't have them waiting too long now can we?" He smiled and gestured for them to follow as he pushed the cart towards Seishu's room. "I have a feeling they are really going to need this. Something to settle them for some time. All of them just need to, sit and relax for awhile." Cho was speaking out loud to no one in particular. Rasha quietly listened, hoping that what the older monion said was true. 

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While Enasi sat and waited, he realized he felt something. . . something that was unexplainable. Something that oddly reminded him of Seishu. Maybe it reminded him of his counterpart because of how odd and questionable it felt. Maybe it was because of how influential the sudden feeling had. It annoyed him for awhile and then sadden him. Eventually though, the odd feeling was. . . Comforting. He came to accept it and just sighed, staring at the clouds. . .and waiting.