Well thats quite the interesting story as to how your username came to be. 
Going back on something that was said in a earlier you post, I can see why there would be a hoard of PM's in your inbox of people wanting to RP with you.
You seem like quite the likable person. Although I do have one question, Why do it make you nervous to have so many wanting to rp with you? That is if its not too much to ask, feel free not to answer as you wish though