Cash frowned as the thought of having to kill someone to survive, even though it was survival, Cash still didn't know how he felt about it. It would be easy for Cash to agree to this, but to actually put it to practice is something Cash can't wrap his brain around. "I don't know if I can do that..." Cash whispered to the group in between one of their conversations. Cash noticed how quietly he said this, and he knew his opinion would be dismissed if only 1 person heard. He decided to say it again and make it a point, "Killing others to survive...I don't think I can do that." Cash said loud enough to be heard, but not loud enough to be mistaken for anger. Cash looked down at his shaking hands, trying to think of the people whom he will have to kill later on, it actually scared him a little bit. Cash looked up to everyone and continued speaking, "I don't know how you guys can just make up your mind that easily. You guys are agreeing to kill other players, teenagers, gamers in cold blood, just so you could survive. I-I Understand that they will be trying to kill you, but at the end of the day, it was us that went killed other [s]chara-[/s][b]people[/b]." Cash shook his head trying to shake all the horrible thoughts, hoping this would terminate the conversation that he started.

[i]There's no fighting this. Join a guild or not I'm going to have to kill someone out of my own will. I shouldn't have brought it up...I'm just making myself look weak...I can't be weak, that's how people die...[/i] Cash thought before adding one more thing to the previous conversation. "I-I agree with you Ryan...The guild, the groups, unbreakable bond...killing to survive. I agree." Cash finally said as he sigh deeply.