I don't know if I ever get to the point that I actually "am" the character... except in the very midst of writing some posts. Overall though, it's closer to something like the bonding potion, though perhaps a later dose. Part of the reason I like such dramatic stories is that I actually will feel an echo of the fear or anger that my character is feeling, and that makes things more fun to write. In that instant, I am the disgraced but proud rebel leader, or the guilt-ridden slave, or the cocky adventurer... but then I come down from it and remember just how lame I am in comparison. I like that, Vallah. It does sound like Joseph is going to have difficulty getting this one home, though. :-)