I never said his combat style is OP, stop saying that

No, I don't get what you say. what is wrong with the basics is that they are boring and they have been seen countless of times, which denote laziness. A dark cynical edgy character is nothing new, and while a group composed of positive thinkers (which, if you took a moment to look at the IC, isn't the case here) can get stale a single dark n edgy character is a bore by itself, specially when it is not even well described because of the contradictions (does he really care about others or not? If he is a self matured character then why does he have so much angst?) Nobody likes emos in real life for a reason, one of them being how self centered they are in order to invoke other's sympathy.

He is constantly on the brink of despair
His fighting style makes him drain magic and enter despair astonishingly quickly
However, despite this two facts, he never falls into despair
That must be a huge brink

Saying that the fighting style is self destructive is preposterous because it shows to have no real consequences. You can make a character drink a barrel of arsenic, but if you say that it is not enough to kill it then he was never in a real threat
 The "Internal" feelings in storytelling are nonexistent. A character that is said to be one thing but never acts like it might as well not be it. Rogue taurens exist, they just hide really really well. This is why it is important to show, not tell.
I don't understand why you bring tokyo or the turf wars

>Not trusting others is a disadvantage in this rp
No
why?
are you really serious when you say that trusting my character is a good idea?
all the megukas trusted kyubey, look how well they ended
Also, being distrustful is not a mental disability transcendental to the character but a choice that he has made by himself.

So your character never fights?
He is always in the brink of despair, and he will die if he fights in this state you say. I don't see any auto balance

P.D: you are right about the combat, it isn't actually what bothered me