Kaleeth lowered her head and seemed to start retreating into herself, but she heard enough of what Janius said to answer. "It is hard to remember everything. I spent some time meditating first, then found a Hist tree and drank some of its sap. They showed me visions that were...hard to understand. I saw pain, death, pleasure, and happiness. I...should have spent more time thinking about them. I should have came back and asked Treeminder to help me understand, but I didn't. I started hunting. It was hard to find things on land, but I found a crocodile, a regular one. They are common here, you just have to look in the right rivers. I tried to lure it out of the water, but it wouldn't move, so...I thought I might be skilled enough to kill it in the water. I jumped in, and I did kill it, but...it got a hold of my arm. It bit me, broke the bone, spun around and tore through it so much with its teeth. It was so painful, and there was so much blood. I couldn't see because the river was so red. I pulled it out of the water, but I started feeling weird. I got dizzy, and I couldn't think. Still, I tried cutting its heart out and sacrificing it to Hircine, like you said. I...don't remember too much more, not clearly. I remember a voice and...I think it told me to jump in the river. I did, then...I remember nothing else. Not until I woke up the next day. I woke up and felt it inside of me, clawing at my mind. I think I transformed the first time later that day. I hate it; I hate having this thing inside my head. I have being afraid of myself. Before the hunt...I decided it might be better to stay here. I just wanted to see what Hircine would say. Now...I have no choice."

Kaleeth wiped the tears from her eyes and looked up, locking her gaze with Janius to say one more thing. She spoke with no real anger or malice, just a matter-of-fact tone. "I wish I never would have met you." She said plainly before turning to go back to the common hut.