Raven wasn't sure how to react to what Ryan and Faeron had just said or whether or not he should take the offer. He trusted most of the people he knew in this room to the same degree they trusted him and he wasn't even sure he could handle the responsibility of taking care of that many people and being responsible for their lives. Whatever god was out there knew that he wouldn't be able to live with himself. [i]Speaking of living with myself...[/i] Taking a deep breath, he lets it out slowly before speaking. "I...I would be honored. But...but before I let any of you say this is settled, there's something about me you need to know." He opens his menu and scrolls through it before sending them all a copy of his healing list. There was an unusual amount of healing supplies in it, crystals and potions being the most prominent. "I suffer from severe depression, both in SAO and in the real world. Over the years, with the help of my family and some serious therapy, I've slowly been beating it out, forcing it away and just able to be happy. But over the last week, the depression has gotten worse and I bought a bunch of healing stuff just in case I had a relapse." He looks down at the ground and absentmindly rubs his arms. "So, I'm willing, if you can handle the fact that your leader is fighting his own demons at the same time."