[i]I wanted it to work damn it! I do![/i] Savayna told herself and she repeated it over and over again. Even as Grant would take her hand and make her listen, she kept telling herself that she wanted this to work; or at the very least, she wanted this to have a chance to either work or fail. Then, what is making her hesitate so much? Is she afraid to let herself love again? Does she somehow still hold feelings for Jaakuna? Or is it simply her not feeling that she's not good enough to love again? She didn't know. Or maybe she did and she didn't want to admit. However, with Grant taking her hand, all those thoughts went away. She just looked at him, eyes still widened, but for an entirely different reason. It was him saying that if she doesn't expect anything good from anyone that she meets, then she'll always think she's not good enough. The words hit her like a ton of bricks. 

[b]"I want this to work. Or at least, have a chance to."[/b] She wasn't just telling him, but she was reminding herself that she was allowed to feel these feelings. [b]"I'm just afraid and scared, but I want to see where this — us — will go."[/b] She admitted.