Isaiah stared up into the sky and tried to find the words to say. "It would be so easy to lie to you now princess, and I so wish I could. A lie sounds so much better than the truth," Still looking away from Lori he gave a sad laugh. "I'm jealous..." His laugh grew louder as if he was laughing at something incredibly funny, which in a way he was. He looked back at Lorelai with the same sad smile. "I love your brother like he was my own, but I'm jealous of him. Not of his crown or his riches, but because he has her." He closed his eyes as if he could hide from his own shame. "And when he was gone she needed me, now he's back and...this is unbefitting. Forgive me milady."