Ally frowned, but made a noise of understanding. "Yeah. I see what you mean I guess, I just don't want you to blame yourself for anything because none of this is your fault. If anything, it's that bitch's fault." He scowled at the thought, the scowl quickly turning to a sad smile. "The last thing she ever thought of me is that I was a huge asshole. The last things she said to me she probably doesn't regret as much as what I said to her. I'll never get to tell her I didn't hate her."