A wall; Hours of walking and again Enjiru had come unto a wall for the sixth time and would rub at his head of spiky black hair in annoyance.'Gah! Come on damn it!'Throwing up his arms in exasperation then started pacing back and forth nervously.'Oh man oh man oh man! I was told to head to the 13 squad barracks and now the captain will be mad at me for being late.'Enji, the man currently in a panic was fresh out of the academy, having finally graduated after several long harsh and grueling years and had been recommended to squad 13. Who wouldn't be excited to officially be a shinigami or be able to join a squad? Anyone would be elated at such a proud and opportune moment in their life, but it seemed they had forgotten to mention one thing to him; the seireitei was basically a massive maze! Enji, who was filled with excitement and eagerness, had been replaced with nervousness and fear; fear at never finding his way out of this maze and even worse, the anger of the captain for making him or her wait. Hanging his arms and head as tears spilled heavily down his cheeks.'What am I gonna do. All my years of hard work and fighting off bullies only to what? die out in this maze like city? and before I ever joined a squad!?'At that he started to have a panic attack followed with hyperventilating and gripped his chest trying to catch his breath. Unable to calm down or catch his breath and would hit his forehead against the wall, hoping the impact would snap him out of it, while sweat formed and dripped down his face. Two more times he had to hit his forehead against the wall before finally calming down and would take a deep breath to help settle his nerves. Doing so had caused a drop of blood to trickle down his face; closing his eyes as he felt the faint warmth of it as it seemed to help relax his shaking body and took the chance to try and clear his head so he could think properly.*Ok..ok. Now that I stopped....I just need to find someone. Ask for directions to the squad 13 barracks....*He thought to himself and stood there for a moment before letting hsi head hang with tears.*for the fifth time* Four times he had asked shinigami members for directions as three of them refused to help and the fourth had probably given him false directions to mess with him. It seems the shinigami's didn't think much of newbies or enjoyed messing with them, that or felt that newbies had to learn their own way of how things worked as a way of initiation or something like that. If it was true then Enji felt as if he truly was one of them now, though if not then it'd be no different than how he always lived with people walking over him or abusing his kind nature. A soft sigh escaped his lips as he rested his forehead against the cool cement of the wall; working to gather his thoughts so that he may figure out what to do next. For wandering around without any help or directions like this would never get him anywhere. Still, Enji wouldn't give up, not after everything he worked for to get to this point and after a brief break, would prepare to search his way to squad 13.