There was a sniff, a choked back sob, [i]Because I was ashamed[/i] the truest answer would be, [i]because I was afraid. Because I...I was weak[/i]. all true, but not something she could say. "Because I was selfish and wanted you alive" She said softly "It made me helpless" She didn't notice the plants, the vines, growing around the hut, in response to her emotions. 

"I'm sorry..."