"Helpless how?Mother i was left alone with a psychopath...I was created into a monster i was the helpless one and you left me..." Nicholas was holding back his tears now trying to clam himself down but was letting the pain full his body,His plants were reacting to his emotions much like she was moving around her and around the phone wrapping around it tightly. "Sorry..does not cut it.." He said in a now a bit calmer voice.