I'd still like to join, but not right now, I think. Like I said, I'm isolated. The first school I went to, I was bullied all the time, and I was a foreigner to the concept of a true friend, or a best friend. My friends were video games and toys. Sometimes the... sadness of it all just crashes down on me. Usually I force myself optimistic, and I can ignore it, but other times... not so much. Can I join later? Like I'm just a silent person, just following orders to the letter and then some, and then whenever I get 'better,' whether later today or later in the week/month, I'll post something about my character, idk, SPEAKING.