Those are some interesting points, but I do think that [i]commitment[/i] and [i]consistency[/i] are two entirely different things. For example, staying in the play until the bitter end is commitment, posting consistently doesn't necessarily mean the latter. But, If I had to choose one of the two, I'd choose commitment. I have a habit of making time for the things that I enjoy to do, but everyone is different and we all have different living conditions. I suppose I'm just cranky and agitated by my own mistakes, weirded out by this place, and nothing would delight me more than to close this down and either start over or leave. That being said, I should probably take a break and indulge in normal hobbies instead.