Isaiah wanted to laugh when she asked him if it was selfish to want someone she couldn't have. It had been the very thought that had plagued him since their wedding. When she started crying his heart broke and he hated himself for making her feel this way. He weighed the consequences of what he was about to do for all of about five seconds before he pulled her closer, lifted her chin up, and pressed his lips to hers in a kiss filled with all the repressed feelings he had held from her all these years. He knew what he was doing was basically treason and if Steffan found out he would surely die, but even more upsetting was Lorelai, his princess who confused him almost as much as Irenia did. But right now he cared for neither, as he kissed the woman he loved with everything he had. [i]Let me be selfish just one time...[/i]