"Its just.......before I came here I talked to an android and she asked what was I the god of and can I control chaos? I told her no but I did at on point and everytime I think about it my mind draws a blank and all I can here is screams and buildings being destroyed. I don't wanna sound weird but I'm sort of a psychopath and I get a kick out of killing people. But that one memory of awakening my chaos always bothers me."