[quote=Spiritstallion1]
Yeah, sure, I'll join in, but I'm not being Co-GM
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When you join in, you hang near the back. You take no spotlight. I think you've really just kinda lost connection with the rp since you haven't played for so long: I couldn't even really interest you in going IC.
I think that playing your hand at being Co-GM could be just what you need.