"I think I understand, but..." Kaleeth began, pausing momentarily as an array of memories made their way back into the forefront of her mind. The incident with the highwayman had been traumatic and painful, but the greatest way in which it hurt her was by reminding her how distant from other, non-lycans she had to be. Part of her motivation in learning how to control her beast spirit was the hope that she might one day be able to return home safely. She didn't know how well her village would accept her, but the fact that it was at least possible gave her some hope. 

"...but I wasn't alone before. I had belonging, and I loved my life. I loved my family, my friends. It wasn't easy, but I was becoming a hunter. I had all of it, but lost it. I don't know if I can ever replace it." She explained, unable to make eye contact.