She'd been waiting so long that people had come and go, a few stopping to try and speak to her in vain. The dead light in her eyes would spark a bit of intelligence to keep away, thus leaving her alone time and time again until the aggravations taken out on the elevator controls signaled her to someone that she should actually turn her attention up towards. With her lips parting, she let a soft exhale fall between the parting opened. 

He was here. 

One of the orbs began to orbit around her at a slow pace as she heard him speak of his hatred for field work. With her thoughts a jumble and her lips in a frown, she ended up taking a deep breath before speaking up in retaliation to his random topic. 

[i]"...I saw you die."[/i]

Oh, here went the explanation. 

[i]"...It's one of the things that I took pride in. This little fortune tidbit. Seeing things that I can fix. My Guardian Force helps with it too. ...She showed me a version of what would have happened. A version where you died. And that's why I came running. Came through senselessly, killed everyone on the first level that got in my way..."[/i]

Monster. She had become a monster. 

[i]"...I disregarded the lives of other human beings to save yours because you meant something to me. And right now, I'm thinking myself of something akin to a monster for it. And that's my answer right now to your question from before. We become monsters for causes -- whether it's money or for someone else."[/i]

...Another moment of silence. And her body shot up to grab hold of the sleeve of his left arm. A fleeting grasp. One that could always be escaped from. Nothing that would keep him staying with what must have been the ramblings of a mad child at this point. 
[i]"...I saw my family while I was asleep on that ship on our way back. My mother in her velvet chair. My father holding my brother in his arms on the couch...Screaming and burning. Wasting away while I stood there in the middle of the fire. Not being hurt, yet unable to stop them from turning into little more than charred skeletons."[/i]

He wouldn't believe her. Why did she even bother trying to explain what she saw? It wouldn't matter to anyone else...it never had when it mattered. All she could do was drop the rest of what was on her mind while she was spouting out those random words of hers. 

[i]"...I acted unaccordingly. I don't regret what I did, nor will I apologize for it, but I should be there to apologize for disobeying orders."[/i]

And finally, the last thing that could come out of her mouth opted to spill out despite her desire to actually think out what was trying to calculate in her head. Instead?
[i]"...Please keep taking care of me if my family does die. I don't want to be alone and...you'd be all I had left if they were gone."[/i]

That wasn't supposed to come out...damnit. Now her face was ablaze and her orbs were showing for it with sparks of fire that danced inside of them to signify her embarrassment. 
[i]"...Anyways. Now that I'm done blurting out every single thought in my head. I don't suppose I can come see the Headmaster with you, so I'll wait in here again if I have to. I'm sorry, Instructor.[/i]