[quote=Multifarious]
I have a better idea. I know that, from experience, how little I've been here doesn't affect how much I enjoy being here for a fact, since it doesn't happen with anything else I do. And neither is that the kind of person I am. So in order to prevent anyone's hopes from being brought up, I will just stay away until I have time again. More specifically, when soccer season is over. Don't worry, it is almost over, but I feel that the feelings that have been caused by my not being here are worse for me than not being here. See y'all probably a week from now, then maybe two weeks after that, give or take.
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That's worse. I want to be able to talk to you when you're here. I just needed to get out that my hands are tied without other people around. I thought that if I decided to not be that "all is well, blah blah blah" kind of guy, things would get better, but apparently not.