“What are you, playerkiller??” Esdeath questioned, rather annoyed he had chosen to zone off in these times, her heavy combat boots crushing the twigs beneath her weight as she gathered her sword back. “In dreamland?” Her voice softened slightly as she threw a restraint around her anger, faint sadness seeping into her voice. “I was what I was to see what it was like to be in one of those sorry guilds rooting to flee or keep playing the game. Had I been a human I would’ve had to join, to show the range of my powers , and commit to keeping those alive. I….dislike that, being responsible for too many lives. They tend…. To become causalities that control your life , potential, dreams, and emotions. And sometimes your life aswell. It’s not that I don’t want to care about other people, I just want to stay alive, minus the mental tolls. No strings attached. ” Her eyes shifted to Rai’s stoic face drained of emotion. How does he manage that? Would he show emotion knocking on death’s doorstep? She thought. “Knowing that and your past, you yourself must choose which guild to accompany since it’s difficult to sneak around as a human. I will likely follow one to keep updated on the current news of this world. Knowing that, what will be your paths, Vampyre and playerkiller?” Not wanting her matters to be intruded upon further by Charak, she threw a small distraction into the mix. Her body turned into blue pixels until it left the shape of a single bat, ironically one of her four transformations. The fragile animal quietly flew into the collar of Rai’s suit, camouflaged beneath some of his black hair and tickling the vampyre ‘s neck. Using pieces of his hair, the bat climb to the top of his head