"I'm sorry Jackie.... I know you hate me for what I did... I thought Id die going where I did, And I wanted Rose safe..." The Doctor knew she was going to yell, he had put his hands to his ears, he already had a nasty headache, he grunted from pain. "I promised you Id keep Rose safe, that what I did, I knew it upset her but with little to no chance of my survival , I couldn't risk hers," He had a horrible stomach ache. He had tears in his eyes as he spoke, both from the pain he had caused Rose and from being so miserably sick. He was laying weakly against Rose, he knew JAckie was furious.He rubbed his pounding head and he looked pained "I never could tell her where, I knew she would have come and I am sure you would have been more mad if I took her somewhere she could die."
He was stressed and upset and he coughed badly and he closed his eyes and wanted to stay close to Rose, there was fear in his eyes. He groaned "You can hate me, but please yell at me later... "