In his tone of voice, Janius wasn't sure whether to be frustrated or completely worried. "Kaleeth, that is no way to think. You might see yourself as the monster, but what was you before all this," Janius reached and placed one hand on Kaleeth's shoulder and the other over her heart, "she's still here, talking to me right now. Never use previous actions as an excuse to give up and do what you believe to be wrong. If you do, then you become just as bad as these cultists, and that's not you. I can't know the Hist as well as you, but I would be willing to believe that they would forgive one who only acted against their own behaviour because they were forced. Now think, are you sure? I need you to give me considered reasons."