It's quite alright, Six. Self-confidence is a tricky thing, but it's the freedom of doubt and belief in your own abilities in contrast to what other people think about you. But, remember that I'm always here for you, for all of you, to discuss these things and help you where I can, so just drop me a message if that feels better. It comes with the Prisk-Premium package when I'm the GM! My expensive education is, after all, supposed to instruct me how to help people better themselves and learn difficult things. Go ahead and add/change whatever abilities you want for Roy. You don't have to write a timeline for it now, focus on the combat post and getting your consistency up and running. You can always go back later, whenever, and write that timeline if feel that strongly about it. Of course there are instances in which you simply 'don't want to', but part of being an adult is to fight through those moments! There are days, let me tell you, when I have no desire to work out, but I do it because I know that I will benefit from it more by doing it than not doing it, so I drag my ass down to the gym and do those tedious squats even if I have to scream while doing it and tell every creep down there, whom think they're so discreet and smooth, to fuck off.