Gonna toss in my two cents. 
You seem to be failing the ABCs of religion:
Assure Salvation
Believe a precise theology
Convert non- believers
To be specific, A and B. 
This sounds more like agnostic thinking.
 "God exists, but doesn't care anymore." Looking to convert? There's already millions of agnostics. No need to convert.

(Slightly ironic since my own religion, Judaism, fails C.)