[quote=Toxic Diamond]
He did?!?*the air around me gets thick with darkness and when I slam my fist onto the ground everything seems to reverberate*DAMNIT!!!!*my eyes are black and my skin seems paler.*All this power I stole... All that devastation I caused... And I still can't clean up the mess I made!...
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Well, the best way to find another way is to calm down first. Think. And plan. It's easier said than done, but I'm sure you can do it.