Have you ever felt like you just don't care about what's going on?

I haven't been roleplaying for as long as some people, but in all the years I have been, I've never really felt excited about the roleplays I'm in. Specifically, I'm talking about other people's characters. Now, I'm not saying anyone's characters are bad, and I'm sure my own characters aren't all that interesting or engaging themselves, but I have never really read anything that gave me a good feeling. I clinically read over what I'm writing and check to see if anything is relevant to me. I don't get invested in what the character's doing, whether it's just day to day meandering or some hyped up emotional stuff. Even when it's stuff I know someone put a lot of effort into, I just can't bring myself to really care about it.

Once again, I'm not here to claim I'm the messiah that writes wonderful engaging characters and that people should follow my example, but facts are facts; I can count the number of times I've really cared for something in an RP on one hand. It makes me wonder if there's something wrong with me, cause I've met people that gush over stuff I could not care less about, calling one post out of so many good when it just seems like another brick in the wall to me.

So yeah, have you ever been completely apathetic in an RP? Or am I just making a big deal out of nothing?