Viral had little desire to lay all the blame on Yumi, feeling that it was completely unfair and making her out to be the one completely responsible for his failure. He didn’t need to have her feeling upset and guilt-stricken because of what happened to him and it wasn’t as if he couldn’t change back when Vegeta knew several methods to do so. “He’ll also know I am not someone who would turn down a training session, but…I just can’t do that anymore judging by that experiment”, he spoke, looking back to her, “He might forbid you from looking after me and feel the need to watch me constantly instead. I don’t know how much longer I can take his voice in my ears…hmph. All those other voices haven’t left me yet, you know. I realise why they haven’t…how mad I’ve become with this, where my inability to do what I want is costing me my mentality. I worry to what I’d become when he starts restricting me even more because of that screw up”. T’charrl really didn’t know what he was looking at in that picture and Shu calling out what it was didn’t actually help. He knew Takeshi was trying, but it was maybe beyond his ability to scribe his own form onto that. “If it wasn’t for the Spirit, I wouldn’t have my own mind after that too”, he spoke, lowering his head a little, “As it grows in strength along with me, the stronger my mind becomes. I haven’t tried to eat anyone when I changed the last few times, right?” he spoke, giving a little smile before it quickly faded again, “I shouldn’t be relying on the Spirit too much, though. I’m supposed to be discovering everything myself”. He didn’t know how he was supposed to explain it fully, but he was trying to get the basics down still. The main point was he didn’t want to lose himself, knowing how easy that could be when he was still attracted to power. He didn’t have too much control quite yet, but it was hard to tell when he hadn’t been near too much spirit energy lately. “Uhh, maybe try again…you know. Do that more, maybe you’ll get it to look like me even more? How tall am I when I’m myself? Just incase I end up turning back into the form I was before…you know, when I was skinny but really tall?”