T’charrl didn’t know what he was supposed to do to calm it down or make him feel better about this energy, making him wonder if he was really managing to do it all properly. He didn’t know why he couldn’t make it happen, it wasn’t that big a deal and he was trying hard after so long, but something was preventing him from changing. If he had done it once then it was obviously there, he could do it, but it was a matter of having the ability to do it while conscious. Looking to Takeshi he let out a sigh, lowering his head a little with a frown. “Maybe, but I don’t know how to fix that. He could easily be stopping it, his lingering hatred for me and my power”. Feeling a little down by that thought he slowly scratched his face, staring down before looking up again when Takeshi questioned the spirit, frowning, “I don’t think so, I mean…the Spirit has no vessel of its own anymore”, he spoke, looking away again, “The Spirit is the same as our Sacred Tree, only the Spirit that harbours has a home and that is its form. The one I have only looks like a Kaesstrian because I am one and I am its vessel, whether its vessel was also shaped like a Kaesstrian I doubt it can remember. We worshipped them and gave them our energy in return for gifts and protection from them, but…ones like the one I carry could only sleep when people forgot about them”. Not feeling too happy with how much his world had fallen into mediocrity he could only wonder if the Spirit would ever be able to leave or whether it was bound to him forever without a home, travelling with him as if it was kept in a bag. Rubbing his head a little his eyes were soon drawn to Takeshi, tilting his head a little before smiling, “I don’t think it can talk when I’m awake, not unless you want me to be two people”. Viral didn’t necessarily agree with a lot that Yumi was saying, finding she was just trying to cheer him up without there being much support behind her words. She probably knew he would feel that way about all of these things that happened, “I was expensive, remember? They wouldn’t want me dead, not unless they can remove all the resources from me and put me back together again…which they couldn’t without Vegeta’s parents. The RRA tried to buy me many times and sometimes Vegeta considered. I don’t know what he was thinking back then but he was certainly fed up with me after you stopped visiting”. It was a confusing time and did manage to make him feel very uncomfortable with his life at that stage, but he was not going to hold that against him forever. “I don’t know whether you actually mean that or it was only so because you didn’t know much about me back then. I was just there”. Still not feeling completely over the food he did manage to feel the need for it, but whether needing it or wanting it was the same thing he couldn’t tell. He didn’t know if he might have an adverse reaction to it or feel ill. “Hmph, maybe that might help…I don’t know, then you’re cooking instead of me! Even if I don’t eat my own food…tch, I don’t know what to do with this problem of mine…”