Ohh that would be picture worthy.

Oh just the whole...dying before I've accomplished anything sort of worries, that laying down, I could never wake up and I'd never get to see my family or see how things turn out because I just have to be an atheist and not believe in anything. >.< Sleeping pills put a stop to that but I guess my mind brilliantly thought if I website could die, I could too which is just lovely to deal with. I just would hate to live an unfinished life and just vanish without any closure you know? I'm too young for a midlife crisis but I've had the worries for a couple years now which do suck...>.<