I don't know. I think I am pretty good at cooking and others seem to think so but it is usually family lol can't trust if they are trying not to hurt my feelings. I just like making people's holidays happy and my family never minds when I bring friends ^_^ It's alright, I completely understand. I'm sorry you had a strange reaction to the pain meds but at least you got approved for them so that is a plus. It isn't very good that you have to watch your brother while you are having to deal with all this but it isn't my place to judge. I hope at least I am making it a bit better for you. I'm just cleaning and more cleaning. It is going to be crazy tonight and tomorrow. I can't wait for the holidays to be over