URGH. -falls down a flight of stairs- Too much angst! T___T

It's the latter eheh...yeah. But even Katniss admits she doesn't deserve Peeta. I will say he is loyal but that's about it. But she's loyal to him too but it's coming from a different place I think. The thing is in Mockingjay, she does really care about Peeta but only because he...well er...um.,..yeah I won't say anything then but she cares about him but I honestly do not see it as love and I feel really bad for Katniss since she gets so much crap about her and Peeta when it wasn't her choice. She did what she had to do and I only wish she and him had talked about their relationship and what it really was...not what it was to everyone on the outside. Poor Peeta...poor poor Peeta...when I read about what happened in Mockingjay, even I threw my book across the room, like...urgh...a lot of fans didn't care for the last book but overall it did have plenty of action and emotions. 

...I am making a post for mmidnight but only cause you're online keeping me company which then means when I get up in....6-10 hours, you get me~! And not sleepy me.