Lazarus finished his talk with master jamie, revealing where he had been and why. "You see now why this is happening master.... and why I have been gone." He looked down. "I don't know what to do, or how to control it." He clenched his fists before slamming his eyes shut. "Please master, help me. I cannot use this magic without hurting the people around me." He remained in his submissive position to the master before revealing his guild mark. "Just take it off. Cast me out, before I hurt someone!!!" There was a little bit of insanity in his voice.