Master Jamie listened calmly as Lazarus talked. letting the young man reveal all. buut as he demanded his guild mark to be revealed, Jamie's calm composure broke. "You are a fool, Lazarus. A fool. If you think I would cast you out, you are more of an idiot then I've ever thought" He crossed his arms and said, "You want to know what to do? You trust. You trust in your guild mates to not get hurt. You trust in yourself to not hurt your fellow guild mates. And you stop being so foolish. You would not have these abilities if you couldn't control them. Stop feeling sorry for yourself, and do yourself, this guild and your friends proud. Because these" She waved a hand at Lazarus, "its just self pity, and that will get you no where"