"I'm positive I fully emerged... I might want to consider myself as a boy, but I know it won't work out for me... ever. I heard of the not-fully emerged ones. Some of them manage to still live as boys because they don't end up looking as girly and cute as I did. It's impressive, I think. Still... I don't know what will happen next... I'm kinda scared of what might happen to my personality. Maybe you have already noticed, but I'm becoming waaaay more bubbly and bouncy than before. It won't be long until I have lost all of my calm personality."

A loooooong sigh erupted from her, then she smiled again. 

"I guess, I have to make the most of it, am I right? Get a nice boyfriend, enjoy high school life and stuff..."